It's in the Air

Today I am grateful.

I'm grateful for trials, I'm grateful for tender mercies, and I'm grateful for the wonderful individuals surrounding me.

This past year has been a whirlwind, to say the least. I've experienced exuberant highs and lows in depths I never thought possible. The gospel has been my only sure rock and my absolute saving grace. I know without a doubt that the Atonement is real. Not only can we repent of our sins, but we have a friend and a brother who knows exactly what we are going through. He knows the sting of our situation and has felt every pain. I have such a deep love and testimony of the Atonement - it exhumes such an indescribable comfort into my life. The Lord wants us in our brokenness and imperfection. All He asks in return is for our love toward Him.

As you experience trials, you will also experience the hand of God in your life. The Lord works in mysterious ways and often times, tender mercies come through individuals. I firmly believe the people in my life have been placed in it for a reason. They have been my own personal angels here on earth and I am astounded every single day by the love people have for each other as well as the love shown toward me. I am overwhelmed with gratitude for the acts of service performed - big or small.

Yes, I've been frustrated, angry, and hurt. And yes, I have found myself questioning when I'm ever going to catch a break. But the Lord hears your prayers. He hears your cries toward heaven and the pleadings of your heart. I believe and trust in Him with every fiber in my being. He knows what is best for you and He will answer your prayers in His own due time.

This past year I have l have learned a lot. I have a greater appreciation for eternal families and what it means to make that commitment. I have learned to hold those who love and respect themselves as well as others to the utmost esteem. I have learned that healthy relationships are necessary for a happy and successful life and that these need to be cherished and cultivated every single day. I have learned to love deeper and care for people at levels I had previously determined impossible. I have learned that "me-time" keeps you sane and service toward others mends a broken heart.

Trials make us stronger. They give us depth and allow us to have a greater appreciation for the joyful times. I don't have all the answers, nor will I ever. But I do know that things will work out - both on earth and in heaven.

The Lord lives and the gospel is true. And for that, I am grateful.

xoxo